How can I avoid girls the rest of my life?

It's not that I'm gay, but I am not interested in ever falling in love with a woman. I don't trust anyone, even my parents, and I don't have many friends because I don't talk to anybody and I keep to myself. I don't want people to see me fall in love because I have never been close to anyone in my life and I don't want people to think I am weak. I am ugly even though many girls told me I am good looking. I don't get why, though. I am ugly, so they were probably making fun of me, which makes me angry. I like being alone and doing whatever I want, I care more about getting a good education and becoming rich than falling in love. It's not like I need any heirs if I become rich; I would never make a good father because I admit I am irresponsible, goofy, and I have anger problems, and I would just have all my money buried next to me when I die to solve the problem. So, I will just talk to women when it comes to business, but I will avoid them when it comes to personal matters.